its been like 3 weeks since i last blogged.. and u guyz thought that i disappeard.. hmm.. not really, i am still here and still alive.. so.. practically my computer was down..*again* and u noe the rest..
feel really sick during the holidays.. nothing much going on.. the 1st week was like waking up late.. then too tired then fall back asleep.. then wake up, breakfast.. staring at the dead pc.. then ps2, then tv.. practically thats how my life is so far..still have to practice piano.. xiens ar.. teacher also asking me want to have exam next year or not.. dunno la.. too many things to think already..
dunno how to approach Robinette say i want to drop chinese.. have to write letter.. dunno how to write.. gah! stella left miri already..all of a sudden... she didnt even say goodbye to me.. T.Tnvm.. all the best from us to her in kelantan.. must always jy oh.. hope to see each other again in the future.. i will always cherish the frienship we always had together..
too bored.. bought form 3 books to do.. started with maths and science.. maths was ok.. but some are just brain-teasing.. well, the 1st chapter was ok.. for science.. it was ok as well.. still forcing myself to read malay novels which i really need a notepad and a electronic dictionary by my side.. its like read.. read.. read.. then look at the dictionary.. then write at the notepad.. then read..read.. read.. gah! so xiens...hope this will pay off some day.. this is really agonizing! i use to be very good at malay at primary school and i score good marks as well.. what have become of me for the past few years.. have to find that myself again to get good marks in malay.. must have confidence and never panic..**ps: i always panic when it comes to subjects which i am not good at.**when i am panic.. things will turn out bad..
since when has hols become study month.. haiz.. forcing myself to read malay novels.. which i really really dont like.. its like eating bitter medicine.. well.. after viewing my blog it made me felt much better..got bored this morning.. took my camera out and take many lame pics.. the sky.. the floor.. haiz.. bad at photographing.. life is bored.. isnt it?
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
UNO!! and last day of school
there were 8 people..
16 hands..
80 fingers..
combined together..
we make UNO..
ok.. i noe i should have posted this like a week ago but my computer was down so.. not been blogging for quite a while.. so i am like gonna summerize everything..
today as usual, the prefects are scuttling around our block again. and this time.. we were caught! thanks to Aaron, some of the survivals arent dead yet.. maybe there is still hope.. so.. we gather the "dead bodies" and seperate them to there own respective colours.. ah.. this is wat really happens...
the block has been hijacked by prefects..as usual la.. nothing new~ then some of us were playing UNO.. then one of the prefects manage to barge in to our class.. instead of hiding them.. many of the players surrounded the table and tried to protect the UNO's.. however.. mission failed.. prefects asked us to tear the UNO's into bits..**bear in mind.. these UNO's are homemade and no money needed .. if buy d i cry liao lor..** lucky for us.. Aaron put some UNO's into the drawers and the prefects didnt notice it.. so, that means that we werent that doomed after all, at least we still have some survivors right?
then, Aaron folded paper bags and placed the "dead bodies" in it with their own respective colours of course.. and we are going to bury it.. sort of..**thats wat nic said** or maybe they are gonna celotape it back.. i dunno.. ah.. but its not the end yet! steve made new cards.. in fact this time, the cards are even better, and user friendly..**thats cause UNO gave me a papercut!T.T** ** no offence.. but steve's drawing on the cards are really nice!** well, here lies UNO.. time of death: 10AM... anyway.. there are still new cards, so.. just be happy!
lols! today the competition for the traditional dance thingy was so damn lame.. and to me its more like a room of torture! well, i wasnt in it cause i was asked to attend some sort of interview.. well, the people there are quite friendly definetly.. u have to show ur very best 1st impression on the students right? and what i really dont like about is that they are going through the paper with us.. and its like as if i cant read chinese? hello? felt so hopeless that time.. well, there is nothing i could do.. some questions are like questions i am facing.. well, who cares? its like they are asking u whether u need want to go for chinese during PMR and SPM.. and of course i say no la.. and i need to answer one thing.. its like asking u the difficulties you are facing in chinese.. besides the one mentioned.. i felt like saying: not interested in chinese and makes me sleep in class...T.Tand oh ya.. this is like the best chance to say something bout the teachers.. like they teach too fast.. talk too much! hehehe.. revenge is sweet sometimes...
oh ya.. to all fellow 2B students.. if you think you are able to make it to 3B next year, please take note.. the evil demon, **chinese teacher** 80% might be our form teacher next year.. haha.. not going to face her anyway.. wat if she is? haiz.. u can never be sure of anything.. ok.. enough talking bout her.. haiz.. anyway.. today was quite lol .. especially during sivics period..they were like choosing who is gonna perform and who is going to hold up any posts.. and eric was like shouting my name at teacher asking me to become a secretary.. well, i think this isnt so bad for as long there is no old hag bossing me around..
ah.. last day of school... i wish this day never comes.. ky brought along his camera and take pics of almost every corner of the school.. oh ya.. there was a dead bird by the stairs.. and ants were crawling all over it.. **grossed out** ..i cherished every moment i had in 2B.. all the students that i hang out with.. people i will miss when i am gone..
16 hands..
80 fingers..
combined together..
we make UNO..
ok.. i noe i should have posted this like a week ago but my computer was down so.. not been blogging for quite a while.. so i am like gonna summerize everything..
today as usual, the prefects are scuttling around our block again. and this time.. we were caught! thanks to Aaron, some of the survivals arent dead yet.. maybe there is still hope.. so.. we gather the "dead bodies" and seperate them to there own respective colours.. ah.. this is wat really happens...
the block has been hijacked by prefects..as usual la.. nothing new~ then some of us were playing UNO.. then one of the prefects manage to barge in to our class.. instead of hiding them.. many of the players surrounded the table and tried to protect the UNO's.. however.. mission failed.. prefects asked us to tear the UNO's into bits..**bear in mind.. these UNO's are homemade and no money needed .. if buy d i cry liao lor..** lucky for us.. Aaron put some UNO's into the drawers and the prefects didnt notice it.. so, that means that we werent that doomed after all, at least we still have some survivors right?
then, Aaron folded paper bags and placed the "dead bodies" in it with their own respective colours of course.. and we are going to bury it.. sort of..**thats wat nic said** or maybe they are gonna celotape it back.. i dunno.. ah.. but its not the end yet! steve made new cards.. in fact this time, the cards are even better, and user friendly..**thats cause UNO gave me a papercut!T.T** ** no offence.. but steve's drawing on the cards are really nice!** well, here lies UNO.. time of death: 10AM... anyway.. there are still new cards, so.. just be happy!
lols! today the competition for the traditional dance thingy was so damn lame.. and to me its more like a room of torture! well, i wasnt in it cause i was asked to attend some sort of interview.. well, the people there are quite friendly definetly.. u have to show ur very best 1st impression on the students right? and what i really dont like about is that they are going through the paper with us.. and its like as if i cant read chinese? hello? felt so hopeless that time.. well, there is nothing i could do.. some questions are like questions i am facing.. well, who cares? its like they are asking u whether u need want to go for chinese during PMR and SPM.. and of course i say no la.. and i need to answer one thing.. its like asking u the difficulties you are facing in chinese.. besides the one mentioned.. i felt like saying: not interested in chinese and makes me sleep in class...T.Tand oh ya.. this is like the best chance to say something bout the teachers.. like they teach too fast.. talk too much! hehehe.. revenge is sweet sometimes...
oh ya.. to all fellow 2B students.. if you think you are able to make it to 3B next year, please take note.. the evil demon, **chinese teacher** 80% might be our form teacher next year.. haha.. not going to face her anyway.. wat if she is? haiz.. u can never be sure of anything.. ok.. enough talking bout her.. haiz.. anyway.. today was quite lol .. especially during sivics period..they were like choosing who is gonna perform and who is going to hold up any posts.. and eric was like shouting my name at teacher asking me to become a secretary.. well, i think this isnt so bad for as long there is no old hag bossing me around..
ah.. last day of school... i wish this day never comes.. ky brought along his camera and take pics of almost every corner of the school.. oh ya.. there was a dead bird by the stairs.. and ants were crawling all over it.. **grossed out** ..i cherished every moment i had in 2B.. all the students that i hang out with.. people i will miss when i am gone..
- jacqueline tang! -ur like the sun in my heart .. always ready to brighten up my day when i am sad.. laughing is contageous.. so beware when u laugh with her!
- nicole!-u are one person who really understands another person's feelings.. thats the beauty of you
- ky!-ya.u are on of them who i can really open up to.. ^^ **especially when troubled**
- Aaron!-always there when u need him.. too smart.. haiz..
- steve.. hmm.. ok la.. he is quite nice.. and his mouth might be chucked full of bad words.. but thats the way he is.. you have no power to change a person.. unless the person realises himself
- juztea!-so long no call her like that liao lo.. hmm.. sometimes very lol..
i dunno what i am gonna do without you guyz.....^^
Monday, November 3, 2008
help?
haiz.. could this day get any worse?
got called up to Mr. Anthony's office again.. as usual is still about JP.. honestly speaking.. the only reason i join, is because my friends ask me to, and of course i want to train myself to be a great leader..who noes ? he kept saying all kinds of "chaos" happenings in school which the senior prefects couldnt handle.. wat more we? JP?
dont know whether am i capable of doing this responsibility.. i was a prefect at my prmiary school.. aiyo that time play play nia ma.. nothing d la.. u dont take care of class oso can d la.. life back then was so good.. now.. time to face for the worst..
do u think i am ready? i noe this is a question i am suppose to answer.. but seriously though.. am i ready to do this? i dont want to get into unecessary trouble..>.<
so many people Got tagged.. some people have honest, copied>.<*Aaron*, random, and lol answers.. well.. i think its cool.. nothing personal bout it.. my superstar is so pretty!! i love the one last year.. its prettier.. now its like blue and white.. that time during the ceremony, i wish i had a special bow, instead of tilting ur body 45 degress.. thats just plain.. i wish i could like just salute to them.. paiseh eh.. uniformed body not active.. hehe..
my superstar is so sharp! its like a ninja weapon.. u could kill someone with just a poke on the neck.. instant death... it cut me as well.. hurts.. to all superstar recepients.. remember to wear ur superstar when taking ur blazer pic..
afternoon lesson.. bored.. no one in class..i was walking around in the school and saw jacq in the canteen with brenda.. they were eating mee cup..*as usual*..*she doesnt eat anything nutritious btw* then we walked around.. and talked and somehow danced? in front of 2A class... they are more like entertainers.. we even threw money for them.. lol..they earned quite a lot back then.. i think the most is like RM3.. thats consider as a lot. to them.. i think..
then.. we just receive the news that we are gonna perform an Iban and Kenyah traditional dance.. i mean like wat? do we really have to do it? i hate dancing..dancing is just isnt my type.. and no way i am not going to wear anything the school is providing.. it would most likely be something that someone wore before... no way i want to wear it.. and, it seems that this dance is more likely to be a competition.. among the form 2's ..among everything to compete against, dancing? pass..sorry but i dont dance... and ya.. how can u fit 50 ppl in one stage? is that even possible? or some people comes out ? haiz..
this is a 3S' club section.. any member is welcome..
let me introduce some of the active members..
got called up to Mr. Anthony's office again.. as usual is still about JP.. honestly speaking.. the only reason i join, is because my friends ask me to, and of course i want to train myself to be a great leader..who noes ? he kept saying all kinds of "chaos" happenings in school which the senior prefects couldnt handle.. wat more we? JP?
dont know whether am i capable of doing this responsibility.. i was a prefect at my prmiary school.. aiyo that time play play nia ma.. nothing d la.. u dont take care of class oso can d la.. life back then was so good.. now.. time to face for the worst..
do u think i am ready? i noe this is a question i am suppose to answer.. but seriously though.. am i ready to do this? i dont want to get into unecessary trouble..>.<
so many people Got tagged.. some people have honest, copied>.<*Aaron*, random, and lol answers.. well.. i think its cool.. nothing personal bout it.. my superstar is so pretty!! i love the one last year.. its prettier.. now its like blue and white.. that time during the ceremony, i wish i had a special bow, instead of tilting ur body 45 degress.. thats just plain.. i wish i could like just salute to them.. paiseh eh.. uniformed body not active.. hehe..
my superstar is so sharp! its like a ninja weapon.. u could kill someone with just a poke on the neck.. instant death... it cut me as well.. hurts.. to all superstar recepients.. remember to wear ur superstar when taking ur blazer pic..
afternoon lesson.. bored.. no one in class..i was walking around in the school and saw jacq in the canteen with brenda.. they were eating mee cup..*as usual*..*she doesnt eat anything nutritious btw* then we walked around.. and talked and somehow danced? in front of 2A class... they are more like entertainers.. we even threw money for them.. lol..they earned quite a lot back then.. i think the most is like RM3.. thats consider as a lot. to them.. i think..
then.. we just receive the news that we are gonna perform an Iban and Kenyah traditional dance.. i mean like wat? do we really have to do it? i hate dancing..dancing is just isnt my type.. and no way i am not going to wear anything the school is providing.. it would most likely be something that someone wore before... no way i want to wear it.. and, it seems that this dance is more likely to be a competition.. among the form 2's ..among everything to compete against, dancing? pass..sorry but i dont dance... and ya.. how can u fit 50 ppl in one stage? is that even possible? or some people comes out ? haiz..
this is a 3S' club section.. any member is welcome..
let me introduce some of the active members..
- me! *of course**
- nicole*card maker*and*peacemaker.. she makes any chaos calms down..*
- Aaron*the clown*
- steve* hehe.. no offence but he looks like snow white..>.<>
and some other members
- ky* hmph*
- robyne
- mitch
i think thats probably all.. let me introduce some of the things we did..
3S' club stands for-Secret sharing society..
its more likely a club we just made up.. for fun.. and we dont really share secrets.. watever we do together.. is also consider as an activity.. there are no rules in this club.. so.. we will always be there if u need us.. *tada*
sad.. cant play card games anymore.. got captured by prefects.. its bad enough that Mr. Anthony and Mr. Halim saw it.. now a prefect? lol .. imagine if thats me.. the students would sure hate me by now.. >.
TO BE OR NOT TO BE?? WAT WOULD U CHOOSE?
still thinking of dropping chinese. well, its wats best for me.. i noe, i need to sacrifice my friendship with some of my friends as well.. well, theren is ian, pat, syl..some of them i noe, and i do get loads of benefits from dropping chinese like average increases.. less some lessons in class.. that will be so cool! the only thing i am worried is wat if my permission is not granted? wat if i cant drop?? i want to! if i drop and showing up my face at 3B.. that is not gonna happen.. wat if the demon is still our chinese teacher? that will only make matters worse! after all she trusted me.. and i am dropping chinese? come on! i have my own authorities.. right.. i cant bear to show up my face at 3B**if i still can make it till then**especially when she is teaching.. i just really cant.. that will dissapoint her.. and i really hate dissapointing someone.. especially when that someone is a teacher..
when problems like this approaches.. what should i do? backing and running away from problems just wont solve anything instead it gets worser and worser... i have 2 days thinking for my JP thingy.. really should I?? u be the counselor.. help me within this 2 days!! i need ur opinion as well! help me!
Saturday, November 1, 2008
november 2nd.. tagged by eric and ky
hehehe..ky and eric tagged me.. lol.. some questions are just too random.. cant answer..haha..tag u 2 back later..lols.. love listening to westlife songs.. reminds me of my childhood.. sometimes it also reflects my mood.. westlife's song are like mood detectors.. the songs i played always matches my mood.. especially love the song:nothing is impossible.. giving me a lot of hope... and soledad: when i am sad.. really touches my heart.. below are the tagged questions.. enjoy..^^
ps: questions are in blue.. got myself a cool new signature.. look below and check it out! give some comments.. thanks..
1.What is your ambition?
~never thought bout it.. soo many things i am interested in..scientist, engineer* i noe its weird, but i think inhertied this from my father..* too many!
2.Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
~since i dont have a boyfriend.. just make it friends.. they are like gold in your heart.. they only come once in a while.. and also special creation from God..
3.How often do you think of committing suicide?
~when i think life is pointless and getting bad marks during exams .. but still.. this is a really stupid decision.. life rocks a lot! ending your life just like that just give u a one way ticket to HELL.. dont do that.. its not a really good decision to make and its pretty dumb~
4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
~yes.. but i wish for more.. otherwise the me today wont be blogging now.. the confidence i have.. is wat makes me today..
5.How many babies u wan?
~*vomits* okay... random much? but.. seriously i have never thought bout it and.. i think this question is best kept silent in me.. >.<
6.Do you believe in seeing rainbow after the rain?
~of course! otherwise there wont be a pot of gold at the other side of the rainbow... rainbow.. symbolises peace and harmony.. and a whole new beginning.. to start over.. watever mistakes u made.. its time to undo the mistakes.. and to make the world a better place to live=)
7.Are you yearning for freedom? ~
~definetly! a pair of wings for me to soar high in the sky..
8.I'm glad that I ....
~have a wonderful family and have loads of friends...
9.What's a perfect boy/girlfriend like to you? (list 10)
hmm..
~nice
~kind
~helpful
~smart!
~people with big heart! appearences doesnt matter.. its the inside that counts..^^
~thoughtful//
~caring..
~non-smokers!! TAK NAK!!
~non-alcoholic.. can lar.. but not too alcoholic.. not good for health
~trustworthy..=)
10.What are you really afraid of?
~i am really afraid of ghosts after watching horror movies.. but i like to read the novels like: MR.Midnight.. Singapore true ghost stories.. and grusome stuff.. i dont believe in any of those stuff anyway..><>
11.What is your bad habit?
~lazy.. play too much games.. and never stop.. watch too much episode shows which make me so nervous and wants to know wat happens next...*especially korean movie*..dont bother bout anything..
12.Do you like blogging?
~ya.. of course! but sometimes dunno wat to blog.. >.<
13.Do you cherich every single friendship of yours?
~of course i do.. unlike somebody..*ahem* ..my quote: true friends are like diamonds.. hard to find, untrue friends are just like dried leaves, scattered everywhere..
14.What does flying means to you?
~freedom! and stress relief.. calming.. it would make me feel like the whole world is in my hands.. so peaceful!~!! ...*i believe i can fly!! i believe i can touch the sky.....* it also means that there is still hope waiting for us to grab it..
15.What do you crave for the most currently?
~my true innermost abilities.. and a better life and a brighter future..=)
16.Are u single/relationship?
~ does it look like i am a person with a relationship? pass.. single..
17.Describe the person who tagged you with 7 words.
~specs, braces, pimples, dark, fluffy hair!!, tall?
18.What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
~well.. fulfilling my wants and needs! and having all the friends who cared for you..
19.What will you become in another 10 years come?
~hmm.. a human? graduating from UNI... settling down to my adulthood i think.. hopefully
20.What can you say of youself?
~truthfully, things i ever wanted soo much in my life.. cant get it yet! just have to be patient.. and it will come straight to me..i think i pushed my hopes too high.. i think i had a simple life.. so far.. and i wish to continue living like this for the rest of my life.. as long as i am alive..
Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings. hmm.. ME WAN TAG>>
1. SYL
2.GAN
3.NIC
4.AARON
5.SUSHII
no more liao...
~end~
ps: questions are in blue.. got myself a cool new signature.. look below and check it out! give some comments.. thanks..
1.What is your ambition?
~never thought bout it.. soo many things i am interested in..scientist, engineer* i noe its weird, but i think inhertied this from my father..* too many!
2.Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
~since i dont have a boyfriend.. just make it friends.. they are like gold in your heart.. they only come once in a while.. and also special creation from God..
3.How often do you think of committing suicide?
~when i think life is pointless and getting bad marks during exams .. but still.. this is a really stupid decision.. life rocks a lot! ending your life just like that just give u a one way ticket to HELL.. dont do that.. its not a really good decision to make and its pretty dumb~
4.Do you think you have enough confidence?
~yes.. but i wish for more.. otherwise the me today wont be blogging now.. the confidence i have.. is wat makes me today..
5.How many babies u wan?
~*vomits* okay... random much? but.. seriously i have never thought bout it and.. i think this question is best kept silent in me.. >.<
6.Do you believe in seeing rainbow after the rain?
~of course! otherwise there wont be a pot of gold at the other side of the rainbow... rainbow.. symbolises peace and harmony.. and a whole new beginning.. to start over.. watever mistakes u made.. its time to undo the mistakes.. and to make the world a better place to live=)
7.Are you yearning for freedom? ~
~definetly! a pair of wings for me to soar high in the sky..
8.I'm glad that I ....
~have a wonderful family and have loads of friends...
9.What's a perfect boy/girlfriend like to you? (list 10)
hmm..
~nice
~kind
~helpful
~smart!
~people with big heart! appearences doesnt matter.. its the inside that counts..^^
~thoughtful//
~caring..
~non-smokers!! TAK NAK!!
~non-alcoholic.. can lar.. but not too alcoholic.. not good for health
~trustworthy..=)
10.What are you really afraid of?
~i am really afraid of ghosts after watching horror movies.. but i like to read the novels like: MR.Midnight.. Singapore true ghost stories.. and grusome stuff.. i dont believe in any of those stuff anyway..><>
11.What is your bad habit?
~lazy.. play too much games.. and never stop.. watch too much episode shows which make me so nervous and wants to know wat happens next...*especially korean movie*..dont bother bout anything..
12.Do you like blogging?
~ya.. of course! but sometimes dunno wat to blog.. >.<
13.Do you cherich every single friendship of yours?
~of course i do.. unlike somebody..*ahem* ..my quote: true friends are like diamonds.. hard to find, untrue friends are just like dried leaves, scattered everywhere..
14.What does flying means to you?
~freedom! and stress relief.. calming.. it would make me feel like the whole world is in my hands.. so peaceful!~!! ...*i believe i can fly!! i believe i can touch the sky.....* it also means that there is still hope waiting for us to grab it..
15.What do you crave for the most currently?
~my true innermost abilities.. and a better life and a brighter future..=)
16.Are u single/relationship?
~ does it look like i am a person with a relationship? pass.. single..
17.Describe the person who tagged you with 7 words.
~specs, braces, pimples, dark, fluffy hair!!, tall?
18.What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
~well.. fulfilling my wants and needs! and having all the friends who cared for you..
19.What will you become in another 10 years come?
~hmm.. a human? graduating from UNI... settling down to my adulthood i think.. hopefully
20.What can you say of youself?
~truthfully, things i ever wanted soo much in my life.. cant get it yet! just have to be patient.. and it will come straight to me..i think i pushed my hopes too high.. i think i had a simple life.. so far.. and i wish to continue living like this for the rest of my life.. as long as i am alive..
Instructions: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. Make a total of 20 questions and tag 5 people. List them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings. hmm.. ME WAN TAG>>
1. SYL
2.GAN
3.NIC
4.AARON
5.SUSHII
no more liao...
~end~
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