Love

As the night of the veils came pouring down..
I would lie back on the soft wet grass..
admire the star's glowing smile
" Oh look! A shooting star" he said
A bright streak across the night sky appeared
" let's make a wish"
I closed my eyes,
and made a wish..
That nothing may pull us apart..

As the night of the stars start to fade..
the sun hung high in the sky..
greeted me with it's warm embrace..
" I have to go now" he said eagerly..
he slammed the door behind him..
I ran for him,
I hugged him tight around me,
not wanting to let go..
He pushed me aside..
I stood there..
as the love of my life disappears from my sight

Though vast distances has managed to seperate us,
but our love for each other still remained strong..
I wrote countless letters to Him..
to let him know how much i Loved him..

gun shooting, explosions and death filled the air..
i got really worried..
He hasn't replied any of my letters..

One day..
the doctor called up..
when i began to speak..
a chill ran down my spine..
i drop the receiver..
i ran to the hospital..
to see him..

Oh gosh..
he lied on the bed..
as pale as ever..
he looked like a dead man..
i tried my best to blink away my tears..
but every time i glanced at him..
tears started to roll down my cheeks..

"he couldn't remember a thing"
the doctor said
" not even his name..
hit real hard on his head..
out cold.. can't tell whether he would survive this..
so i thought it would be best if you came down here.."
those words plunged through my heart..
leaving it bleeding..
what happened to you?

as i slowly sat next to you..
i could still hear you breathing..
his heart beat was like the saddest metronome..
i reached out for his hand.. holding it tightly..
my eyes moist with tears..
to see my prince badly injured..
i leaned over and kissed him right on his lips..
and told him " i love you"

Just before i was about to let go of my hand..
your quickly grab hold of my hand..
not letting me go..
just like how i never wanted to let you go..
he finally opened his eyes..
and shifted his glance towards me..
i called out to you..
but you turned away..

after months of recovery,
you're as fit as a fiddle..
ever since you turned your back at me,
i stopped writing you letters..
because i don't know that our love for each other is still there..
the letters he sent to me during the war..
i kept it aside ..
in the attic..
hoping that it won't be seen..
ever again..


a few days later..
"ding" the doorbell cried..
i had an unexpected visit from you..
oh Gosh.. you look as gorgeous as ever..
with that thick lock of yours..
your deep brown eyes..
you mustered a smile..

tears streamed down my face..
when i looked at him it reminded me when he turned his back against me..
i burst into tears..
then the truth came spilling out..
" i turned away from you because i don't want you to see me like this..
it's not a really pretty sight..
and you do know that i love you so..
that's why i don't want you to feel the same pain that i had been through..
i was torn and shattered..
but time had healed that wound..
Now, i have finally found you again..
so here i ask you..
would you marry me? to be the only one i forever love?"
those words rang clear in my head..
i kissed him on the lips..
and he slipped the ring into my finger..
a symbol of our happily ever after..
my wish came true after all

Love is such a powerful thing..
once said..
it could unite a man and a woman..
brings joy and happiness..
and could even bring two enemies together as friends..
Never take love for granted..
For love is the bond that brings this whole world together..


I know.. you guys must be thinking.. why am i writing all this rite? well, i wrote a lot of short stories before PMR and as i promised i'll post one of them at my blog.. .. and i know it isnt really good.. but comments are highly appreciated.. thanks for reading :D

Pasca Life :D

so far.. still tuning myself into blogging.. not quite used to it .. YET.. so many drama occured throughout these few days.. i don't know where to start..

1st.. Pasca PMR .. as all of you should know.. we just finished PMR.. like *checks calender* a week.. and these lunatic people started filling us information with SPM.. okay.. not to say that's wrong.. but people also wan't to enjoy ma.. aiyoh.. so much stress.. believe it or not, i'm starting biology already.. seeing all of the teachers telling you all sorts of information about our studies in form 4 and form 5.. who isn't frightened?

today's pasca .. wasn't really what i expected it to be.. the list of today's activities were " motivation ".. i don't know what kind of motivation these people planned to plant in our thick skulls.. but.. for sure.. overall rating.. only 50 %.. the games weren't that FUN.. but they were okay.. the first game was that standing on the coconut shell and walking to the other side.. what kind of game is that? fun to some people maybe... the next one was hitting a balloon as you walk..=.=? later.. there was this "tie the balloon onto your leg with strings then step on the other person's balloon" game.. yeah, because of that game.. this typical aggressive girl which i never met before just kicked me right on my femur.. lol.. femur.. and thanks to her, it's bruised..

so, i guess everyone has heard on what had happened recently, one of our fellow brother has just passed away.. i was really shocked when i heard this.. i knew him all along, but i guess he never knew me.. he was suffering from leukemia. i can't believe that people nowadays, tend to complain about things that are really minor.. starting from studying, just a little stress we face we complained.. but our brother here had to face both leukemia and exams.. don't you think that's twice the burden?? he had to carry his cross, like a soldier of christ.. his determination and bravery enduring the suffering all these while.. it's just remarkable.. not everyone can carry that kind of cross.. right now, there's a happy kid up there in heaven.. with Jesus by his side.. May God bless you always my brother, and we'll always pray for you :D

anyway, back to Pasca PMR.. like i said.. overall rating 50% i could'nt wait for the Lawatan's.. that should be fun :D sounds really interesting, at least we get to learn something outside of school, but basically we're just playing around.. :D

so that's all for now.. will update soon :D

NOSY PEOPLE!

hear ye! hear ye! people of the earth! below is a video of NigaHiga on NOSY people! :D


give yourself a good laugh.. and to think of it, it really reminds me of someone i do KNOW.. who is also NOSY..

ENJOY! :D TEEHEE!

PMR is history now!

YAY! after all these while.. those 10 months struggling through .. PMR is officially over and OUT of our lives.. i really want to thank GOD for guiding me all these while throughout PMR and enable me to go through it easily.. :D

haiz, birthday this year.. in an exam room..funny.. and rather weird.. all those 8 subjects were gone.. and now hoping to get what we deserve in return which is of course.. STRAIGHT A's! :D

i still can't believe that PMR is over! i kept pinching myself over and over again.. constantly reminding myself that i am 100 % awake! it seemed like it was yesterday that we all just started form 3 and we were chilling out.. not taking PMR so serious.. and we even said that PMR still a long way to go.. but look at us now! we're chilling! HOO!

now.. a list to the things i'm looking forward to:

• NEW MOON!
• read up all of Jodi Picoult's books
• watch all the movies..aka prison break! :D
• do a little work out or so? =.=
• play and do nothing all day? *nice*
• celebrate my birthday with my friends.. :D
• enjoy my life to the fullest! :D!!!!

will update more on my life later.. feel kinda not used to blog because after so long not blogging.. oh well cheers! :D

New Moon official wallpaper..

~Team JACOB~ & ~Team CULLEN~

WOOHOO..ITS the new moon's official POSTER!!

can't wait for the official movie to come out though.. just by thinking bout it.. it just pumps up my excitement! JACOB I LOVE YOU!! i'm pretty sure sylvia and myself would definetly faint ..

*faints*

*gets up and said:" I LOVE YOU JACOB*

LOOK AT THAT PHOTO!

how can you not say NO to someone like him?!

AH! NOVEMBER COME FAST PLEASE! .. this movie is going to be awesome..

huhu.. i am sooo jealous of bella now!!

"you make me crazier.. crazier.. crazier"-Taylor Swift

haha.. i am already crazy...^^

something

im bored these days..

writing a short story..because of boredom..

and maybe just MAYBE i would post it out here..

and i would truly appreciate it if any comments.. (kind comments) are given..

brace yourself..

for it might take awhile..

approximately.. maybe a few months..

i wont rush it..

if possible.. i would post if after PRA 1..

if not.. i shall post it after PMR..

so please be patient..

its already written halfway..

don't know why am i so into stories and poems these days..

just can't find the right hobby to entertain myself..

oh well

that's all for now..

thank you.. ^^

recent update of my life

what kind of world do we live in?

what ever happens to... we get to decide? we have a choice?

where is our authority as a student?

why are people threatening us to do things we don't want to do?

why?!

yeah.. you guessed it.. the one and only thing that i can never major in school is..

sports.

sports day is coming.. they are making me and the rest of the form 3's to join. If you ask me, i am not sporting material.. honestly. Well, if they actually picked me, sorry to tell them.. but they chose the wrong person. How stupid can these people be? geez.. it's not just getting chosen, but you are also forced to go. But.. i expected the teachers to know more than we do. WE do have PMR this year.. and yeah, it's either they don't have brains.. or gone bonkers.. they made us join.. come to think of it.. i am absolutely not going anywhere when i am threatened.. i will only go for it when i feel comfortable..* which i never will be * =] they can threatened me as they like.. i don't care.. i will always put my priority first to my studies.. and THAT.. won't change my mind..

H1N1 just attacked miri a few days ago.. all of us have to extra alert. Sanitizers are stocked up at home already.. haha.. just in case.. unfortunately for my brother.. one of the students in his school got infected as well. His school is going to be quarentined for about one week.. this is actually good news to him.. sleeping.. eating.. online all day? who don't want that? but still.. yeah.. the disease is spreading like wildfire.. so, if we're not careful.. we could be next.. who knows?

as the bible says, there would be 7 plagues before dooms day arrives.. i wonder which plague does H1N1 belongs to .. oh well.. recently, if you do read chinese newspaper.. there seems to be an outbreak of H3N8 in USA.. which i clearly didn't believe because it wasn't stated on the Borneo Post.. clearly, if it were real, Borneo Post would have mentioned it as well.. but unfortunately... it didn't. DOGS.. i love them.. it would be such a sad thing to see those cute little creatures get infected as well..

the year 2012.. science and maths would resume to it's old syllabus.. all in malay.. what is going to happen to english then? well, by that time.. i am already out of chung hua..to think i even consider of studying there for form 6.. no way am i ever doing that to face this.. trust me.. my malay isn't all that good.. it's bad enough that my malay isn't good.. what more to say everything in malay.. i also pity my younger siblings though.. they don't major in malay ... =(..

*thinks*

*could this be one of the plagues as well?*

CS members are currently in kuching *gasps* (that's where H1N1 is as well) .. having their state level competition.. to be honest, i really liked the script this year.. kinda nice.. all bout the fuzzy little animals.. awh =).. i wish i was with them.. the state level was a little TOO soon.. oh well, all the best to them.. i hope they could win and uphold miri's name to the national levels! you guyz ROCK! and i believe in strength and mind.. you guyz are the best.. ALWAYS...

memories..

bittersweet memories..

irreplacable..

rehearsels..

interschool..

practicing ..

stand carrying competition..

ordered 30 roti canai at jamilah.. *they did have a hard time preparing our meals =]*

performances..

comments..

on the bus..

paramount..

state..

champs..

the trophy with a price TAG! =.=..

on the way back..

no nationals..

sad..

but at least we still have each other =)