summarized yesterday

Going to be a hermit.. Test! dang.. 

today was like the most xiens days i ever had.. especially during history. Just by hearing her shrilling, loud and annoying voice.. it's torture.. agonizing! she stabbed my soul with her voice.. striked right into the heart.. oh wow... closing my ears.. i am not going to hear anymore of her damn voice. If being rude to a teacher isn't against the school rules, you will be seeing my shoes in her mouth.. stuffing them down in her throat.. 

nah, i just felt like i had the urge to do soo.. but still, i don't hold grudges against her.. she can be pretty annoying sometimes, telling us to just drop history when you don't feel like studying.. is this teacher daf? or just being another patrick star acting like a complete dumbo? if i could drop history, i would already drop for a long long time ago... for the fact, i love history, it's the teacher i dislike.. soo annoying and slow in teaching.. 

felt kinda lonely, isolated from the crowd.. well, i have to get use to that sooner or later.. really.. i am not going to say out my reason why.. but if you observe the situation, the answer w0uld just pop out in your head. Trust me, it isn't hard to guess when it comes to my kind of situation. 

Being a hermit.. Studying.. Going nuts.. trying to be more optimistic when it comes to stress. Well, like they say.. you need to express your feelings. So, please spare me a moment to express my feelings... * clears throat*  ARGH! *runs in circles*..*rolls on the floor* * smashing everything* ok, i'm cool now.. 

Don't know where i am heading to this holiday, i planned not to go anywhere.. but that means i will be at home.. ALL ALONE! no way! i don't want to be the one that misses out all the fun.. despite whatever the consequences may be.. bring it on, show me what you've got.. 

been doing all these crazy quizzes in facebook, and somehow the stupid facebook just won't let me login.. hmm.. well, i can be tricky at certain times.. hey, that's my specialty. You don't come across people who are this tricky once in your lifetime.. ain't i special? awh.. ok, enough with the sick joke.. To you people out there, if you wan't to take this quiz please visit my facebook.. 

the quiz.. 

or for the latest one, which i recommand you to not take it, please visit here

XD, been crazy about mango's these few days.. starting from mango ice cream, milkshake.. pie? *there is such thing you know..* yoghurt, fizzy drinks.. well, mango's galore.. cheers to mango.. 

there was a total black out throughout pujut5-7 and lutong, some people just got lucky that they didn't experience it, though to be honest.. i kind of like it.. the darkness surrounding me.. the little candle that burns brightly.. and the shadows.. and lil' kids screaming.. O_O...*that was my bro* .. yeah, had a freakishly good and itchy time.. *mosquitoe attack! *

Alas, my dear friends.. now we must be apart.. going our seperate ways.. till it comes to an end.. than our faces shall meet.. goodbye bloggie! XD.. T_T

Church Activity

Patrick's biggest ambition in life can be summed up in 4 words..

"uh.. i.. uh.. forgot"

aint that sweet? if life is that easy being a retard.. i rather be one.. seriously... just play stupid

well, nothing is easy in life is there? we all have our duties in life. So, there is no way we can escape from life..

Went to church activities today, forgotten to bring my card~>.<>

For starters, we had a talk on Heaven, Hell and Purgurtory.. i know out there are some protestants who don't believe in Purgurtory, but i will still likely wan't to share it.. 

Heaven, our eternal home.. spaceless, timeless.. The only way to get there is to obey the commandments and remain chastity and faithful to God.. 

Hell, the home of eternal suffering.. For your information, God never ever did send us to hell, it's based on our doings on Earth.. So, basically if one goes to hell, it's based on his/her choice.. 

Purgurtory.. neither heaven or hell.. souls which are trapped in Purgurtory are helpless. They need our prayers to free them from Purgurtory to lead them to Heaven.. 

The most interesting part of this talk is based on St. Lucifer.. he was onced the most beautiful arch angel in heaven. He used to lead the choir in heavens, so basically he is a really handful when it comes to music.. The name Lucy which means-shinning..so together Lucifer means -Shinning Brightly.. However, he abused his powers and eventually was kicked out of heaven.. 

Now, he ended up as king of hell.. sighs.

The next talk was based on Rock Music ...

Remember the part i said that Lucifer was a handful when it comes to music.. so, beware.. Rock music is practically part of how Satan communicates with us.. Believe it or not, if you still have those old cassette tapes.. *rock music* and based on scientific researches, if played backwards slowly, you could actually hear Satan's voice/message.. creepy huh? So, to all Rock Fans.. please choose your Rock Music carefully, because it could really influence one's mind.. 

Then, they also showed us some Satanic signs.. it's good to know, so that we won't draw, use .. act the sign out.. 

Lunch Break!

Mum packed me donuts from Big Apple... Awh.. the icing melted.. oh well, there's nothing i can do can i? haha.. 

Continuing.. 

hmm, let's see.. We learned also about other churches teaching, which i think it was really .. really different from ours.. Well, we learned about the Islamic teachings, Hinduism.. Taoism.. Buddhistsm..(did i spell it right lols?) .. and other Protestant churches eg: New age.. Ok, let the questions pour in.. you might be wondering why are we learning all this eh? Well, it's just to let us know about other religion's teaching. Don't get confused ya? the only reason we learn it, is to ensure that we know what their teachings are, and not confused up.. Amazingly, it was fun learning what other religion's teachings are.. 

Today's talk was definetly interesting, it's just really sad that next week's talk will be the last for confirmation.. There are often times that i complained saying that this talk is going to affect me, and it's just a burden. But, as time goes.. things changed too.. sometimes, i really wish events like this will never come to an end. Well, nothing lasts forever eh? hmm..

Right, today is Jasper aka Calvin's birthday.. well, made Jasper a gift, hope he likes it.. It's not how big the gift is, it's the thought that counts.. the thought that comes deep down from your heart.. i hope he likes it though.. seriously..

Mallory's fun life can be summed up in 5 words..

Julian says:" Ha...Ha.. Ha.." 

don't get it? people who go to Madam Chua tuition would know what it meant..

So.. practically Mallory's life can be officially summed up in ..er.. let's say in a few words..

Fun + Books + Church activities + Studies + YCS meetings= mallory's form 3 life

What's going to happen to us after confirmation then?

-well, we are definetly going to be soldiers of christ of course..

-as Dominic says:" we shall go our seperate ways." O_O? 

haha, Dominic's dad looked a little upset when we tapped his car window when Dominic's in it.. sowee! had a fun day..^^

bought some treats.. hahha.. SSShhh..

 

went for church activity today.. and they played this sad video.. which i find it really meaningful.. jennifer and i were crying after watching it.. the video below is something like it.. but i will try to find the actual one.. 

enjoy~

chemical reaction..

what happens when you mix vanilla milkshake and H2O together? 

well, as a matter of fact.. you will get none other then ..

word equation:

vanilla milkshake+ oxygen + water = vanilla hydroxide../ water got polluted and you can't drink it anymore...

ZZZZzzzzz...

such a total waste of good water huh? but in fact.. it's also a total waste of vanilla milkshake too.. cause i can't drink it.. continue to read below...

somehow.. the vanilla milkshake happens to react with water.. it turns cloudy and murky.. and also a little dark? O_0?! ohkay? maybe a little too much reaction.. 

well, to be honest, it wasn't me who did it, so keep your suspiciousness of me.. i mean it .. literally.. you'd better count your blessings, otherwise i would have poured it all over you.. don't think i never done that to anyone before.. so watch out..

but..

what happened if i did poured on him?

word equation:

vanilla milkshake+ gravity+human= a human cursing and screaming ..

well, that's all you gotta know..  

so.. you owe me RM 5.. 

ps: i didn't drink it after you took a sip of my straw.. so it's a complete waste.. thanks to you.. this isn't the first time! 

so to all my blog readers, if anyone grabbed you and took a sip of your drink without asking you, especially on a hot day..  you just march up to that idiot and pour the drink  all over him.. or not to make a scene.. just pour it in his water bottle.. =D

cheers to science~ 

some old memories..

it was once his loyal companion,

until..

he came ...

dropped to the ground..

never to be picked up ...

never to be played again..

the dolphin lies here..

with sadness in his eyes..

for his owner found himself another companion.. 

from then onwards,

no one really played with him.. 

he just stood there..

waiting motionly for someone to pick him up..

will you be the one who is gonna play with him?

*random!!*

yeah.. they were gone.. and they are back!

lols.. 

being random again...=D

KY bought me this really cute Patrick Star.. i really love it! its like a .. soft toy*duh* and its like it wanted to hug you!! LOL! my bro and sis were sort of fighting over it yesterday.. luckily my bro had a super large patrick star, he did not really wanted mine... so here is a picture of it..its like it wanted to hug me or something.. oh well, its the thought that counts by the way.. THANK YOU KY!! oh.. for your information, its TY brand.. and because of its brand, it costs more than usual.. haiz.. it was really very considerate of him to buy it for me, so touched.. lol..

fell very out of place, like a part of me had died or something..

so like yeah, complications striked again.. well, i am very sure that i will get this over with soon..

seeing all the new choral speakers.. it just made my heart aches.. i also want to be in it!! oh come on! if i don't have that damn PMR this year, i will already be on the go for it! haiz, we just can't have everything we want, can't we? so yeah, i had my chance.. and i really cherished all those wonderful and unforgettable moments we had with each other..those precious moments.. we trained, cried.. sacrificed a lot! that also includes our studies.. OMG.. i remember there was once that sii kheng managed to get us out of exams.. and we were like jumping up and down.. so high. ..so yeah, in returned we practiced a lot.. endured being baked alive in the hall..had stand carrying competitions.. ate together Roti Canai.. i could still remember the day that we won at state level.. our eyes were all in tears.. and we just hugged.. that was one of the best moments i had in life.. so far.. 

oh yeah.. that time we stayed at paramount hotel... got a chance to say hi to the 美公 kids.. wished them luck.. uh huh.. they were much more mature than us to be honest.. we brought along teddy bears.. cute little pillows.. security blankets..=.=..yeah, i brought mine.. so what? you got a problem with that?! LOLS.. no worries.. little aggressive mallo will not be aggressive... unless something made her of course.. that means you too steve! watch what you're doing! me, jacqueline, ci hui and christine were in the same room.. plus madam ursula on the other side .. so yeah, knowing being with jacqueline, just be prepared to laugh till your stomach explodes.. she once made me laugh till i nearly toppled from the bed.. cute eh? lol! and we also crammed into miss ching's room to practice.. and we made this stupid video of us being in a concert! and i was kept laughing for 3 whole days when i watched it .. here's the video.. 

before you watch, let me just introduce to you the characters..

*drum rolls*

from the left..

CI HUI: the crazy guitarist..imaginary guitar! 

CHRISTINE: the lolish singer!

LITTLE PETER( he is the main character in choral speaking dont'cha noe?): acting like he has a guitar which he dont... 

JACQUELINE TANG!: the crazy drummer.. banging the air with her imaginary drum sticks.. 

RANDOM PASSERBY..( MIIE!) : the crazy fan! 

TINA TAN: in charge of music!

if u play close attention to the video, towards the ending.. ci hui.. the one on the left.. she kicked and her shoe flew away.. LOLS! XD! and also she go crazy over her imaginary guitar! jacqueline .. the one to the very right.. is the lolish drummer!XD .. do u have any idea why that she came over to me?( the crazy fan)..that's cause i didnt shake hands with her.. lols!? i shook hands with all of them except her.. so there she goes .. coming towards me to shake my hand...=.='.. some kind of drummer she turned out to be.. 

yeah, so by now you must be thinking i am weird huh? well, its just a video.. but i kinda find jacqueline's actions to be really hilarious.. lols.. and also in the hotel we ran into other teams.. for startes St Thressa from Kuching.. well.. during the competition.. they were good.. but still .. we were better! lols! when they went up to present.. our fingers were crossed.. hoping that we will win.. but still, praise the LORD! for he answered all of our prayers.. yup, we won! lol..XD.. its not like everyday u got a chance to win something like this anyway.. its a once in a life time chance.. 

all those time and effort we put on.. are just countless.. unforgettable memories.. are hard to forget and which i never will.. till the day i breathed my last.. * says tragically*.. 

"who can save him? who can save him?" guys

"superman?"

"batman?"

"no, you cretin! it's the firefighters.." gurls

"oh"

"duh"

i specially love this line!! well, i will forever support english club and also choral speaking.. its not only fun but also educational too! and its also a real benefit when you go out to other countries who speaks english with accent or slang.. well, if u cant speak proper english .. you will just end like the video below.. ps: to choral speakers.. u guyz would probably know this video because ah lu told us before to correct our pronounciation.. well, its good to have good pronounciation, otherwise people will be misunderstood of what you're saying.. just pay close to the video below.. and please try not to follow what is said there.. i meant the rude words.. that means you STEP-HEN! 

see how the people misunderstood the italian man? well then... its important to have good pronounciation.. as what madam ursula always say.. lol.. hope you enjoy the video.. but please dont end up like him.. haha..

PS: dont get me misunderstood yeah? its just that i wanna show u guyz what ah lu mentioned in the video and also the importance of pronounciation.. not to mean that i am rude or whatsoever.. please dont get me wrong.. ok?

have a blessed day! 

~ALICE NIX CULLEN~

the 4 people

This is a story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got upset about that, because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it, but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it. It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have..

it takes time for you to think of what this means actually, i won't blame you though, for i was confuzzled up myself.

哈哈，我又来一次BLOGGING用华文了。唉，多多指教咯。

看到了那熟悉的脸孔。。
看到了那丝笑容。。
我不尽想到了你。。
我的面颊不尽地被眼泪湿透了。

你的离开已许久了。。
但从今以后，
我懂得珍惜我们的友谊，
我知道你总有一天会回来，
回到我们的身边。。

朋友，
你时常会在我的身旁，
与我过度难关，
我们曾经哭过，
笑过，
吵架过。。
无论如此，虽然我们曾经吵架过。。
但。。
你是我真诚的朋友。。
过不久我们就互相原谅。。
我们和好了。。

朋友，
在这个世界里只有你最认识我了。。
你知道我心中的秘密。。
但从来不把它显露出来。。
你知道我对某人的感受。。
你知道该怎么做。。
有了你，
我的生活就完整了。

朋友，
如果我能再看到你。。
我就会以真诚的心情告诉你。。
你是我心中的那盏灯。。
照耀了我的前途。。
改善了我的生活。。
朋友。。
你所做的一切。。
我永远不会忘记。。

summerizing everything i have been through for the week

my summery throughout.. the week..

my loyal companion

he was always there..

by my side..

flashing a smile towards me ..

and giving me confindence ..

"it has happened".. they said.. i looked at them with shocked and bulging eyes..

i ran back..

as fast as i could..

sweat dripped from the side of my face..

but it was too late..

i stood there ..

heartbroken..

tears streaming down my cheeks..(this did not happened)

i have failed my friend..

you were gone..

before i could even say goodbye to you..

you mean a lot to me..

from the very day i met you..

i have failed to be your owner..

how can i be so irresponsible?

i would do anything to have you back again..

eventhough you're just an item to others..

but still..

when i looked at you..

you're more than that..

it reminds me of all the good and best times we had with each other ....

and of course with friends too!..

all the things we've been through..

those countless moments we had..

no one could replace you..

my faithful companion..

my element to success..

my arms are always wide to welcome you back..!

May God have mercy on all those low-lives ...

you took him away from me..

but my heart will never stop to find him..

turn away from sin ..

walk towards God..

be faithful to him..

remain chastity in him..

as long as you're willing to repent..

the gate of heaven welcomes you!

______________________________________

let's make the world a better place for mankind...=)

running away..

from this drastic place..

which i have not known..

what kind of place is this?!

seeing cars giving out carbon monoxide..

seeing the crowded hospitals..

seeing particles of dust covering up the atmosphere..

seeing people smoking..

i just couldnt bear it..

*chocked*

standing amongst mother nature..

enjoying the gift of God that had given to us..

but suddenly all i saw..

trees being chopped down..

depletion of animals..

just for the sake of mankind..

why are mankind so selfish?

the whole world has became a threat to mankind..

the whole world stood still..

as i saw that the whole world was surrounding by smoke..

thick.. bulky.. smoke..

it blurred my vision..

i cant see where i am going..

large amount of carbon monoxide.. carbon dioxide surrounded me..

i cant seem to breathe properly..

all the air in me rushed out of my body..

there i stood.

my fate lies here..

and there's no changing back..

if only mankind would think back that this would happened..

we wont even be suffering here..

uncounciousness surrounded me..

the whole world enclosing in..

as i breathed my last..

i took one more romorseful look at this world..

that i am about to leave..

my eyes closed..

and was never to be opened again..

my death?

well.. by the polluted world..

we have only one world..

lets turn our backs against all those harmful activities..

and start to appreciate our world more..

we have only one world..

one earth..

do it for mankind..

for the future generation..

lets make the world a safer place for mankind to live...=)

well... we have only one world.. until we go to mars of course!

_________________________________________________________________________________________

-Alice Nix Cullen-

"i can see the future..."

____________________________________________________________

Presenting ...

*drum rolls*

TAYLOR LAUNTER!!

ARGH!..

and the whole crowd goes wild!

i specially love this one!

u noe? i rather prefer him than edward.. seriously though! ahahah!