practice and no more solo and more critics

today we have practice... and the only thing that i cant stand most... i Noe ur gonna say the teacher, well it isn't her... there is this person in cs that i really cant stand, ya he is a boy. everytime when practice is perfect, he likes to interrupt and make it sound worse.. i wonder why Miss Ching ever let him in? i dun see that he has good pronounciation...bad attitude, i mean it. really bad... to be honest, people like this has absolutlely no disciplin at all! i mean he is form 4.. as a form 4 he needs to show some good example! some of them are okiee, but he is the only one i really cant stand... i wish that the teachers in charge could kick him out, i dun mean to be evil, but just face facts he barely did anything in practice except cause trouble.. i noe everyones playful, but he is always playful at the wrong time, and he also acts as if he is the one who attends everytime. that time me, mel and joyce were a little bit late for practice, he was all like going, u Noe wat time oledi ? and gobbling up his stupid mee cup, rawr, as if he is the boss. to u guyz out there, i think u should noe who this particular guy is, if u noe who he is, keep it to urself, u never noe that there are spies here... okiee, lets change the topic... alas, my blog is free of intruders, although i do feel bad, i mean he(ZPURE) did not do anything to me, but instead somehow he helped me.. am i being too evil?!i am just so freaked out to see someone in my blog which i didn't noe and just trespass my blog... eiyeee... then back to practice, wow, today i was quite happy coz many people did turn up. and coz some of them did not come for the pass few days, fishy decided to give them briefing. unfortunately, the " not to be said person's name" asked us to practice straight away... thats why if they dunno what are we doing, how would they noe? thats y our cs is a complete mess... hello ? is she experience or something? or is she a spy to make us lose? whatever it is, i dun think she is trying her very best to help us out here.... the problem with this teacher is, sometimes i think she very pian xin, , well not really pian xin but actually like giving those who are better in pronounciation, expression, those who are far better than us loads of pressure... justine, mel and daphne, i think they are facing loads of pressure from her, and also the members who are not co-operating... eg: she always give them solos...i noe u guyz already have lots of solos, but dun u feel pressured of must doing it perfectly? if u guyz find this offensive i am sorry but i am speaking the truth!... and wat u guyz go through? editing, thinking, writing,..those things...well as a member i think its unfair, coz this is choral speaking, we all need to work together as a team to think out great ideas. sadly, not all of us have that kind of spirit... that teacher should not give too much pressure on them, instead she should ask those who have been absent for quite a while to think, they been on a holiday already i suppose, and to me they already realxed their mind from their studies, maybe they should think! teachers are not suppose to be like that...!! oh ya, 1 more thing, my solo has gone "poof" i was so damn happy, because i noe that miss tiong wasnt quite happy with this part, so i am facing much pressure cause due to the fact i am a person with no experience and this is my 1st year... i tried to practice and give my voice a higher pitch...nono it sounded horrible! i was thinking of giving up my part, somehow i just dun wan too coz Mr Jong gave me this part, and that time not many people could get solos, so this like a one in a time i achieved it... so when mel and jus were off to see Miss Tiong, i tried my best to pronounce it properly, well it still sounded worst! then when mel and jus come in, i quickly went to ask them, and i was so happy and a little sad, but mostly happy, my solos were gone, well then teacher gave us another solo-sylvia, jemimah, felicia and me another solo, i dunno wether will that line be a solo coz now temporary is chun yan say.... well whatever, the most important thing is i am flee from her pressure, and i can celebrate my holiday! yay! ^^