They said that inner beauty is all that matters.. inner beauty wins over their outer appearances. Somehow, people used to tell that to me a lot, but somehow, this isn't the truth anymore. :(

I just don't understand really, what is wrong with boys nowadays? only want to go for the pretty girls? i'm not trying to implore saying that im pretty myself or whatsoever.. it's like.. somehow boys are blinded by appearances. And i believe this applies to most boys..

This world is just going to be getting even materialistic as ever.. well, that's life isn't it? hmm.. i do wonder if boys feel the same way when girls only go for the hot guys? xD because.. i don't mean to brag.. but some guys ( especially in international countries ) are handsome xD Still, in no doubt Taylor Lautner is still the hottest being on earth XD

Well, all i gotta do is wait. I'm sure if i wait longer and patient enough.. the Mr Right will be right in front of me, also patiently waiting for me. I learned that to rush a certain something especially in a relationship is not good, at all .. for the soul, for the heart and for themselves. Just like a seed of a flower. You can't expect it to grow within seconds, it requires someone to nurture it, water it, provide sunlight.. then it will blossom into something remarkable. Patience is a virtue. I keep telling myself that.

Sometimes I feel empty. Inside and out. I don't need a boyfriend to survive now.. I have all the love i need from my family and friends. :) But sometimes, i just feel empty.. and I wish someone was there to be with me.. always. I mean, who doesn't want that? sometimes I keep on telling myself I'm rushing, and there is no need for that. But sometimes I do ask myself, what if he never did wait for me? I believe this all goes back to God. I see a LOT of single ladies at the age of early 40's ... and I dont want to be like that when I'm 40 T.T

Oh God, please don't make me single for the rest of my life :(