Wednesday, December 30, 2009

The End of the Finishing line..

Another year is about to flow by, and I must say, time do fly by real fast, it's like I don't even feel time flowing anymore, somehow it just managed to slip off my senses. Well, I guess what the saying was true.. time DO flow by fast especially when you're enjoying your wits out! xD

Well, I really hate this time of the year, saying goodbye to all the holidays, which were filled with cherished memories, accompanied by movie manias... :) ... also with tearful moments. Well, form 3 life is over, coming to an end, the finish line is near, the end, no more, never coming back again. :'(

I still can't admit that I'm going to form 4 next year, which is kinda like " woah, I'm THAT old already" since I first stepped in to school, I always looked forward to form 4, and until now, I have no absolute positive reason why.. O-o. Then, got to start thinking about my future career I'm pursuing, and where to study..... scholarships... Gosh TIME! don't go by any faster! :( seemed a little too fast... REALLY... my flashback still flashes back during my form 1 time... how did I grow up so fast? TIME.... the enemy .. of most mankind xD

Well, PMR results were out.. satisfied everybody? I don't know what to feel really... overjoyed? astounded? astonished? shocked? overloading emotions? =.= definitely nothing like any of that.. surprisingly, i felt kind of neutral.. stupid darn chinese, I'm SO glad that you're over and out of my life.. no longer shall you hold me back, no longer shall you dwell in me, no longer a threat .. no longer pulling me back.. FEAR ME! for you no longer clench my freedom, I'm a free girl now! FEAR, you're my past... do me a favour and stay there.. imprisoned in my past forever!! MUAHAHAHAAH!!! man i feel free! xDDD! I always wanted to say that.... xD

watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 today....cute, definitely... and a lot of AW's.... :) Theodore was SO CUTE! xD I squeaked a little in the cinema.. until mitch shushed me up =.= ... oh well... it was nice :)

UH... school tomorrow :( and it's not even 2010 yet! :( some of the mallo's are seperated from us, but hopefully their transfers are a success.. :) I pray to God that they would succeed with the transfer and may whosoever in charge enlighten them :) SCHOOL UNIFORM.. :( I'm not used to wearing uniform ler.. :( sad...

TIME! SLOW DOWN! if only you could freeze in time, and let everything just last forever.. good times to remember :)

oh well, still thinking about my new year's resolutions... well, I sure did came up with SOMETHING..

  • Good results.. it's always a must anyway ... =.=
  • be more daring a little, not shrewing up like a nutshell...
  • Train Cs ... hopefully I pray that we'll reach towards nationals.. well, miracles do happen when you least expect it to happen :)
  • Learn HOW TO USE makeup.. =.=

SO FAR..... i think that's kind it... xD

well, like I said, miracles DO HAPPEN when you least expect it to happen :)

ADIOUS 2009... 2010 here we come :)

Sunday, December 13, 2009

of love

As the night started to wash across the sky..
Stars silhouetted against the dark sky..
Followed by the moon trailing behind..
It enhances the night sky..
bringing it to life..

The moon shone brightly in the night..
it's brightness penetrates through my curtains...
As I gaze out of the window..
What a pretty sight I see..
And only came to realize that Christmas is near.

Green, Red! are all the colours I see..
Decorations hung across every inch as far as my eyes could see..
Christmas songs were played throughout the shopping malls..
adding a little Christmas spirit to my heart..
My heart leaped with joy..
like a metronome that'll beat non stop..
" Christmas is near " I muttered to myself happily..

It's funny really..
That no one actually truly understands the fathom of Christmas..
Some are in for the presents..
Some are in to spread the joy of Christmas..
Some are in just to have fun..
But these people are missing the point here!
The birth of the Lord is coming!
A savior who was sent by God to come down to earth to save us from suffering..
A savior, his son.. his only son ...

I lay back at the sofa flickering through the channels ..
Christmas themed movies were played..
It ached my heart really..
to see what people think of Christmas..
Christmas inclined towards Santa Claus more than our savior.
I often asked myself
Why isn't the world teaching the children of God about the true meaning of Christmas?
But instead blurred up our minds with the selfish teachings of the earth.

Snow started falling,
pattering against my shoulders.
Flowers, Roses were given out by the park..
I took a boquet of flower..
As I thought that my house needs a little colour..
I walked to the park ..
and I heard the sound of carolings echoed throughout
As I was walking..
I saw statues of the 3 wise men, Mary, Joseph and Baby Jesus..
I walked up towards the statue of Baby Jesus,
his smile overturned..
My heart was filled with sadness...
I said a silent prayer..
and placed a boquet or roses in front of him..
and the frown flipped the other way up..
that smile overwhelmed me with joy :)
and I could never take that smile of my mind..
because I felt love ..

Weird, how one smile changes a person's feeling.. :)
and how a little sense of care made us felt love..
Well, that's Christmas..
Christmas isn't about the presents you find under your tree..
But to celebrate the coming of Christ! :)
And the best time of the year to be with your family and friends..
It's not about receiving..
but it's about giving..
People, do not let earthly teachings blocked you against the true meaning of Christmas..
Alas.. I'd like to take the opportunity to say
:" Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year "

from the Dominic's :)

Friday, December 11, 2009

piccs


ok la.. someone wants to see the photo so I upload xD













Thursday, December 10, 2009

jingle bells !

I see green!! I see red!! and I see christmas!! and also my recycle bin.. funny thing.. you must be wondering why.. well.. to be honest, our recycle bin is wrapped with green manila cards, outlined with red strips of paper, which totally gave me the impression that it looked more like a huge present box :) They came up with the idea to make a christmas tree instead.. but since my artistic level is way beyond zero level, so that's highly impossible :p

Oh, where was I? Ah yes... Christmas is coming! The most beautiful and the best time of the year to be with family and friends :) Decorations filled every inch as far as my eyes could see, songs are played throughout almost everywhere I go... and David Archuleta's Christmas songs are out...Right at THAT moment when I played his songs in the car.. his voice really echoed through that stubborn head of mine.. it's like a wake up call telling it's almost christmas time .. xD surprisingly, I went christmas shopping the next day.. well, buying presents are my favourites.. it's like you're doing something and you can't let others know .. :) and also, it's classified :) haha! I always wanted to say that :P

Today's activity was REALLY... and I mean REALLY hectic.. too bad that it just went by all so fast.. :( but the consequences are = headache + runny noses + lack of sleep :p yeah, that's me.. I don't know about the rest though... :( Sylvia didn't get THAT wet.. as she was a photographer.. The games were kinda nice really, getting dirty, playing in the water.. too bad that our school doesn't have a pool .. == running around.. getting into those icky ponds.. got bitten by tadpoles.. I don't know why the tadpoles are like aiming me all of a sudden, you see those little black heads at the surface of the pond..not those kinds of blackheads on your nose.. but on the surface of the pond which actually swims around.. == I tried not to scream, but they were so ticklish when they surrounded you.. and.. the creepy thing was the tadpoles actually bite! since when does tadpoles have teeth? == I mean, REALLY.. I never knew tadpoles were soo carnivorous.. ==

well, it rained and poured... and Thank God it didn't rain the moment we stepped out of the safety zone.. ( aka indoor basketball court ) it stopped raining.. which also saved us a LOT of headaches.. Thank You Lord! :) heaven smiles and shines down on us :) Cold, definitely.. and had to roll in dirt TWICE ...== I really enjoyed the bathroom game... you had to get a handful of water and put it in your mouth, can't swallow and can't spit it out.. :P each went into their own individual bathrooms, oh yes, did I mention that guys went into the girls bathroom xD ohkay.. so it was SOO refreshing inside the bathroom.. why? because while others are busy scooping water into their mouth, I was in the bathroom showering xDD then the first guy had to act out whatever the station master said, then the last person had to say it.. which the first guy had it all wrong xD that was real funny..

So I watched new moon last week, it was okay :) rating 8 out of 10.. and I must say, the character who played as Aro did a splendid job indeed.. the way he's supposedly to be freaky .. yet he was smiling and soo cheerful.. and I LIKE IT! I have no idea why freaky people always captures my attention ... out of the twilight saga, I didn't really enjoy new moon, too much drama really, first there's edward leaving.. :'( then bella making a scene just to see edward.. but I did enjoy when they arrived at the volturi :) the rest.. nah.. not so.. :p they were all ok.. :) but I can't wait till eclipse! which is going to be released approximately around June..

oh well that's all for now.. :)

I'm soo looking forward to next year :) all the wonderful things I have been waiting all my life are about to come true! :) GOODBYE my lovely people :)