Nix's little world.: June 2008

Friday, June 27, 2008

something i wrote dedicated to all cs members..

PS://there is a little video at the bottom so dun exit first

this is a little something i wanted to dedicate to all choral speakers especially Miss Esther, Mr sii kheng and ah lu.. well, its not consider as a poem.. hope u enjoy it.. just dun say its lame ok?

well, this is how life starts and ends..

yet somehow we must be parted..

why i ask must thou be so cruel?

a trip to terengganu...

national level...

bring glory to sarawak..

my heart now has fallen apart...

for the thing i love most ...

has been parted away from my life..

why i ask must thou be so evil?

tears shed...

happiness shared..

we are a big family..

which will never be departed...

eventhough we might not see each other that often..

all those memories..

has just come to an end..

it just ended like that..

no more pages to continue those sweet memories..

a big fullstop..

you guyz will always be in my heart...

.....

no more forever...

is this how it's suppose to end?

a sad story...

one day...

we shall triumph again..

and then we shall triumph at national level!

...

this story my dear friends...

eventhough it really ends..

we shall always treasure the moments we had each other..

...

tears keep rolling and streaming down my eyes..

why? why? why is this happening to us?

why must it be us???

i ask why ? and i demand an answer now!

speak or BE OFF!!!

haiz...

as tears are in my eyes..

a heart broken person..

as i see the others..

my eyes will be moist with tears..

and i cant stand it...

somehow...

this bittersweet memory...

just keep repeating in my mind..

and the most unforgettable memory ..

all those precious moment..

sometimes i pray to God to turn back time...

and i wished that i had been serious in various practices..

now i really regret...

life is truly bittersweet..

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precious moments...

eventhough its just gone in a blink of an eye..

my heart..

is still fulled with all of it..

teachers...

i will never forget you..

they are like a friend,

who is always there to help..

who gave us hope to go on!

i will never forget u guyz!

u helped us a lot!

eventhough that maybe we are not going to nationals..

i will still wait ..

no matter how long it takes..

and meet u in KL..

that will be the greatest moment of my life!

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as tears are now streaming down my cheecks (dunno spell correct ma)

i now bid farewell..

to all my departed friends..

eventhough i dun see you everyday..

all those moments will be sealed in my heart...

never will i let go...

never...

ever...

forever..

well as the story goes..

there is always a bright light there waiting for us..

it just take a matter of time for us to reach the bright light..

we are in a tunnel..

wondering around..

wondering aimlessly..

doing nothing..

one day..

that bright light will shine at us..

and thats the moment ...

i will really cry the heart out of myself..

as i look back my the pictures in my cameras..

those pictures..

flashing in my mind..

reminds me a lot of things..

especially the things that you spend your time with your friends..

those videos,

we took..

is a little piece of puzzle ..

which needs to be put back in my mind..

i sometimes ask myself...

is it truly over?

why is life so unFAIR?!

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as there was once a fairytale foretold..

a princess was locked in a tower,

waiting for her dear prince charming,

so handsome and glamorous..

she was waiting for her prince charming to save her..

but many times attempt..

yet..

he still failed..

four limbs tore apart...

and ..

dead..

(maybe i am being a little carried away)><

will we end up like the princess in the tower?

locked away from something you loved?

this my dear friends..

i don't know either..

we just have to wait..

till we are saved from the locked tower..

and have the answer..

we all have been waiting for..

a tunnel is dark..

but it will be bright one day later..

a true friend,

will cherish every moment we share..

now i shall depart..

and the memory of choral speaking in my mind..

will be the back of my mind..

whenever i think of it..

makes me weak ..

total breakdown..

i tried to keep this memory away ...

and move on..

i know i cant do that..

cause all the things we share together are countless

i will miss all of you!!!

MUAKZ.

CS is always in my HEART!

PS:// this is the 1st time i wrote a poem and cried at the same time... which is also the last time i am gonna write this poem.. so... enjoy...and please dun give bad remarks bout it... eventhough i noe its somehow horrible... just hope u enjoy it...

here is a movie clip.. the 1st one failed... but the second one is the real one

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

another day, another war...

damn it that chinese teacher, i thought i could trust her u noe? she said she wont come for the whole week... and poof! she appears! and we all din bring all our chinese stuff....*like i care?!!* haiz.... there is no point having a teacher like that... completely useless! haiz... so i just sat there... sleeping... snoozing and off i went to dreamland...

practice... today i was quite pleased coz almost everyone did turned up... and the practice was good oso... i think its high time we tighten the discipline here... well, we did a really fresh good start... by not letting anyone have any breaks... that went well.... congrats...

and we went into 2A..had some cool breeze... and just sat there doing nothing... life is so boring.... haiz..

here is THE EXCITING PART...!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everyone must take a look!

here goes, when we were practicing, there was a guy, he was looking at us. that was from me and jemimah and stacy that side... OMG! that was like so .. so ... damn creepy! i wished that i had a picture to show u people...this is how his face looks like>>>O0O he kept looking at us like that... and when we left he still look at us like that... how creepy is that? ewe... a guy looking at u like that reallly give u the creeps...

grr... my piano practice... i just dunno wat to say anymore! my 3rd piece is like so difficult and u are forced to memorised it! ARGH!!! how can? haiz... thats wat it meant by when u go to higher grades and u have to learn more! stupid! thing!

sivik project went really well... have nothing to say bout it... coz like the idiot says... its only 10 marks... so now i shut up!

aha... the idiot! he owes me BIG TIME!!!! i was like fooling around.. and BAM! his gigantic and enormous foot just landed on my foot... then maminix said:' OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCHHHHHHHHHH?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

and not only that, i think my hand is already cacat and i also think that my hand is like losen out and needs to screwed back....

no worries... maminic will return for revenge...

ARGH! chinese homework ....stupid thing!

*maminix then took her chinese homework and step it really hard*

justine is so random today! we just said something like donkey honkey bonkey konkey and she started laughing! and this is wat she taught me today...

"we are talking freely: LALALALALALALALA....LOL

here is a song that justine composed which made me laugh until i burst!

use the song u raise me up ...."chours" to sing it!

you ate me up, so i am in your stomach
you ate me up, so i am blind...
i am dead, for i am going to be digested by your juices
you ate me up....
so no more maminix forever...

kinda lame... but hope u like it...

Monday, June 16, 2008

today is the day that mamincis really need to write something!

brass band is back from kuching... and ARGH!! TKY's hair is like so square! i cant stop laughing bout it! i mean it really has a square shape! and when he laughs, well its still the same, no change in him at all! well, one week without him is like so quiet! and now when he is back, all the noises are back! haiz, haiz, and next week this day, cs team is going to sibu.... how unfortunate for us! well, according to miss tiong, we are good, but she havent finished that sentence yet.... we are not winning material.... maybe this time we are really gonna dissapoint her again...*sighs* there is nothing that we cant do... the 'flame ' has been going like forever! cant they get over it and move on? i dunno y but they really hate us... i noe because of sii kheng he helped us skipped UB2 and a whole week, come on guyz, move on!

now for the afternoon, we were in the library... and as usual, we do our stupiak chinese nilam! and all cause of that teacher! well, i wont see her for 2 weeks anyway! hahax... happy miiee.. and then out of nowhere, mel appears and she was laughing all the way and i really dunno why? and then suddenly came ian and syl...

now we need to talk serious! come on guyz, if we dun win this competition, we are really gonna xia soi for the rest of our lives in mei zhong, and the ' flame ' will be like crazy and they are so gonna hate us! to be honest, i really dun care bout the flame! but i think u guyz should noe wats the flame bout... and if we din win, we will come back XIA SOI! and we wont be able to make it to the national level, and i had so much faith on u guyz! u cant do this and let the whole school down, almost every teacher in the school use us as an example.... thats wat miss tiong said, which i dun think its quite true.

WTFudge? miss tiong actually allow drama, choir, brass band to skip lesson, and y cant we? ai ling taught us to say this when we were back at miri if we did not win, here are the 6 words i am gonna tell u..."if we lost, dun blame us" well, we tried negotiating with the one and only, and she wont allow... haiz, there is nothing we can do anyway.... haiz... feeling sad... and that PBSM... (no offence guyz) i think the annual parade thingy activities came at the wrong time! think bout it, today next week, we will be like praying that we win in this competition.... and ur annual parade thingy is like during...july? if not mistaken... so just show some effort that u guyz wanna win and try ur best to win.... please?

sylvia really broke down today ....TWICE!!! she cried... and i noe how she actually feel, well as a team member... i noe that it feels hurtfull for ur own team not working together... and not co-operative... well, some of the form 4's... and she screamed in the room so loud until i am like shocked... eventhough i noe how she felt, but i really cant let my feelings out... thats for sure.... u go girl! show them! haha...

conclusion, if we ever win and come back to miri triumphing, i think i can only say that is a miracle....

to justine and natalie.... u guyz are like want to noe wats in my wallet.... well i will type it here okie? its not a love letter for sure... haiz...

friendship is like a circle which wont end and yet last forever...
friendship is like a ball, which goes on and on and never stops, and can last forever...
no matter where we are.. friends cant always be at your side, but they can always be in your heart!
sometimes, life seems meaningless, but to think of it, what god has given us, we must be grateful for what we have....
god gave me loyal friends, they are like a special gift from god. u cant just find true friends on a tree... true friends are really hard to find...
without friends, life will be boring and it will also be meaningless..
it will be so lonely, so empty..
no one to share your thoughts with or laugh your jokes with...

I WOULDN"T IMAGINE WHAT LIFE WILL BE WITHOUT FRIENDS>>>

this is a short thing i wrote during sunday school, i was really bored then...^^

Friday, June 13, 2008

some pics from teacher's day celebration

lol...glitter splatted over my face by purple fish....T.T

>>>walau... advertisment for cameras...

i am a pretty butterfly, who cant FLY! how noobs is that?

just landed safely on the ground... behind me are having a book club meeting....lolz

me quite sad coz sylvia cant take a pic of me while in the air...sad...T.T

here are some of sylvias pics... they are quite funny too! taken by the pro here....and also some drama... lolz...

>>>> shocked to see me? lolz...

>>sylvia floating in the air... and of course taken by the pro... lol..she's flying in the air...

here is a little drama i wanted to show u... enjoy///

the fight begins, as daphne and justine are .... talking? hahax

justine feeling pissed cause we're leaving and chili smiling in the background.... hi chili! and ian's face is blocked..

Thursday, June 12, 2008

party is like so dead... and more things.../

todays party is seriously dead! its like a total graveyard, no one has the party spirit! i was like whoa... and er.. how can we have a unforgettable party if we are all like that? most of them are like eating, playing their phones, and so many more.. thats y i said the party is really dead! me and justine and chili went to 2D and 'high' there for a while... and SEAN KINGSTON! OMG! i just love his songs... they are like this kind of blood pumping songs that make u energetic... i dunno why other people thinks that it sucks but to me i think its nice... not to rock and not to noisy...and ian said that his class is like a cow... how funny is that? its like full of pathces around it... black and white? it so sound like a cow... and our class has no decorations.. AT ALL ! i mean what kind of party is this? except for the black board... i took many photos of the blackboard... and we went to 2A... everything in there was just awesome! they had music... BANGBANGTANG~ OMG! their songs are like so NICE! any song i listen to is nice...unless that they are not noisy of course! all of their food was like all gone when i went in... oh yes, our class food... menu for the day wasn't much... so our main course is KFC... once assembly is over... everyone rushed back to class and get ready for the party... and everyone rushed to take the food... well then, my jelly, as usual i force everyone to eat all... poor chili, i hope she had a delicious and nutritious meal this afternoon...and purple fish made me very angry! she put glitter all over my face...knowing that glitter was really hard to wash, and she put even more... and i went to the toilet and stare at myself at the mirror... HORROR OF HORRORS ... maminic, she's been gobbled by the glitters...how? why? well then, purple fish also poured some on my head, which resulted that i spent almost an hour in the bathroom getting rid of it.... i think we hang out at 2A class really long... and when we went back, everyone is getting ready to go home... then i suddenly thought bout my jelly, there is still half left! what am i gonna do? well, thats chilis lunch.. then we hang out in front of the hall... me and sylvia did something crazy. we want to take pictures of ourselves flying in the air... i took loads of it for sylvia but she cant take mine....T.T oh well, i think she caught 2. haiz, its better than nothing! sylvias is the most funniest one, i took hers flying in the air, and she was like a superlady.... and ian and the rest thinks that we are all sakais.... especially robotic duck.. haiz... some people are just to mature... and cant be a kid again! i really miss the old days when i am a kid.. and then many things happen... conclusion the party sux and everything was a total disaster and it wasnt what i expected...

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

i dun think we have anough time!

okiee... now lets get serious! people i dun think we even enough time to practice before the big day! please please dun be so confident! i noe we did it the 1st round, thats coz according to lu, he said the other schools were horrible... and i mean this is state we are talking bout! if brass band come back from kuching triumphing, i think we are really dead! we need to double the effort! this is not going to work if this keep on continuing! to the form 4's... i noe that u guyz are also worried bout ur exams and everything! but come on, u are in the team... if the team has someone missing, that is not considered a team anymore! we are also worried bout our exam but at least come to practice... and be serious! i am not being mean but this is something we need to do! haiz.. i noe...brass band is like the ultimate badan beruniform in chung hua... we as a team, should not give up hope! 1st band...2nd drama...3rd us! thats y we need to gambateh!

hey u guyz... like my new background? quite cool eh? learned from the expert. anyway... my results are still crap! this cant do man! and soo ching maybe might drop from 2A and we will welcome her to 2B maybe stella will to! er... not to be mean u guyz, but 80.0 is very risky! so... u guyz got less chance to stay.... and *maminicz is speechless*....

today we actually had ah 2... but 3A is decorating for the teacher day party... so not knowing where the venue is, me and erika..... went back to class... then we talked and talked and talked bout fish thats cause purple fish just popped in... she said she wanted to changed her shirt there... and i mean there is a GUY there... u noe the cloth for the notice board that cloth? we want to help purple fish hold and she change bah... then she shy...she then swam off... boohoo... then we drawed the blackboard.. we also put up a menu there... such a low class one... hahax... 1 A has really nice decoration! its almost like the same as i imagine 1B was like...the lights... the deco...the BALLOONS!!! OMG~ i really love balloons... i dun mean to be childish! but i like balloons all over the floor, and when the party is over and everyone could just jump on the balloon and pop goes the weasle! aint that fun? hahax

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

there is just too much to tell...i dunno where to start

okiee... now... maminix is very very happy@ cause my results are er... okiee la... except that damn crap! i got a C! no.... thats so gonna ruin my report card! grrr... and as usual, robotic duck freaking out said that maybe she might drop out of 2B... rawr... i dun think its that serious but anyway i still owe her an ice cream... hahax...

today.. i r bored and frustrated... dunno y... and i was so totally freaked out today... ever since that incident.. i have been freaking out.. me and justine was playing the knock knock game... i was knocking her file and suddenly i said EEEEEWWWWWEEEE really really loud... do u guyz wanna noe y? well to tell u, our class has lots of gays.. then robin tried to kiss TKC... when i said ewe... they just like ... shy?.. whoa...thats so not how a boy is suppose to behave!

okiee, back to the old damn crap chinese... i was so mad at it! my caligraphy is not just crap, its worse than crap! i only got 1 mark for it.... which made me laughed the whole day! hahhahaha...and thats not all! that teacher really make me grow crazy and sot each day i see her! if i can i really want to punch her damn face! rawr...

today... i r really bored! and i dunno y? i feel very bored easily.. and i really cant wait till this years teachers day party. well eventhough its really like 1 month already, well its not too late to thank the teachers anyway rite? except for that damn crap chinese! no way in my whole life!

oh yes! that bm test paper! rawr especially that paper 2.. i really concern how the teacher marked it... the way she marked it as if she wasnt sure bout it! i mean ringkasan.. she gave 10/10... well ok then. but when i looked at the question paper its not... i told her that this was 20 marks instead she just cancelled the 10 and turn into 20 which actually makes me go crazy and sot all the time just thinking bout it! damn it! wat the fudge! ooo fudge! sounds yummy!

fudge, fudge and more fudge! i r straighten my hair! and its a good thing that some rare exotic creature didn't find out that cause he was too blur to think bout anything! all he could think bout is band! and that stupid human says that its weird! how can he say that? he is just so mean! y are people so mean? i just dun understand!

oh ... my msn is dead! i need to revive it! but then suddenly somebody said that i cant pour water on it cause it will spoil! oh... poor msn needs to revive! and i think i just did revive it! this is really a triumph! horrah! no wait, its dead again! no.... haiz wats the use anyway? there is no hope! run for ur lives! my msn, my msn.... lolz

i cant wait to go to sibu with the whole cs team! that will be like soooo cool man!

Thursday, June 5, 2008

well... holidayz over! times up!

well..it was nice having a vacation in kuching for bout 5 days.. time flew so fast! i really love my cousins....the person that i am gonna really miss most is kim and a si.. and also ci... they are like the most closest one that i have... thats cause that last time i went back to kuching... we were all grown up! and we dont talk and socialize anymore... well, what can i say? the onli person that i really can talk wif and treat them as a great friend.... definetly is them! well, sometimes i always wished that i was from kuching! well dunno y...thats cause if i stay with them... at least i get to noe them... i dunno y my parents ever choose to stay in miri.. i mean its not like i hate miri... i feel like after staying kuching for bout 5 days... i said to myself... this is where i should belong... this is where i am suppose to stay... y did my parents ever choose to stay in miri in the 1st place? i mean there is really nothing special bout it.. except the mall and everything... and my friends.. i just wish that i can turn back time and change just wat had happen.. if i can, i really want to stay in kuching. kuching can be considered as my second home... i noe every corner of grandma's house in kuching.

the next thing i like bout kuching is the mall... they have so many malls that miri doesnt have... like spring.. spring is nice, and they have that kind of lulu belle store which i could actually hang out all day...and what does miri has? haiz.. conclusion kuching is a far much more advanced than miri..

whoa... these dayz.. my cousin, kim and i are really crazy bout this korean movie.. 'full house' there are 16 disc alltogether.. thats cause is vcd.. well maybe dvd has only 2 disc.. we were all so crazy bout it! me and my cuz have been staying up late at night until 4 in the morning. because almost everypart of the movie is so interesting and u just cant leave without watching it! rain...is the main character ...er no actually, i think its his (if u watch from the begining u will understand)contract wife! this movie is like so funny so evil and so stupid! the main main character in this movie is ji en.. she is an orphan and she lives in a house all alone. one day her friends ask her to go to shanghai and found out when she returned her house is already sold to someone. well, then on the plane she saw rain... (forgotten wats his movie the name)and she made quite a show there... so embarresing! and who noes? her house was bought and the owner is rain... they both actually like each other but they keep hiding their feelings away from each other.... owh... how sad. but at least they had a happy ending! just like cinderella!

my cuz and i are just so addicted to this movie that even on the car, i brought along the portable dvd player and we watched it... my older cousin ci.. she drove us around kuching.. and knowing us all... we dominics have a really strong gene.... 1st. we all have runny nose in the morning and we cant tahan cold! 2nd. we all have white hair, well that explains y i have heaps. 3. we are all crazy and sot gang... okiee back to the car.. we watched and watched and kim said(she is older than me 1 yr) said she felt sick... i was sick too... but i tried to control myself.. and kim was counghing and counghing... and i just cant help myself by taking my eyes off the screen, i was like holding back... and my cousin is driving round and round... and cant find a parking space... finally we found a space.. when we got down, we were all like so grateful and our tummies are saved! no more vomit!

then we went to spring... ci bought me the weirdo guy and i hung it on my phone... everytime i look at it, it always reminds me off them, eventhough it looks weird... but its cute and its all bout the thought that counts. we ate dessert... and did many crazy stuff..

and the following day... i straightened my hair... well miri is so expensive! the cheapest store that i can find is RM220.... that is like so expensive! then in kuching, in 7th mile... they had the cheapest and a reasonable price... well not telling u anyway.. the treatment was fine and i was really satisfied and it was far more better than last year... well, better not ruin it this time! okiee... tomoroe my last day... i am really gonna miss them all! i cant wait to go to kuching ... maybe after finish studying at mei zhong i might be staying in kuching... and who noes? i will live here forever? nah, i am just kidding...well, my plan is to go and study in australia... cause that place is like so beautiful! i just cant help it! last time i went there... i felt in love with the scenery and the shops..(bear in mind... their things are really expensive) maybe i will get a scholarship and go there... haiz that time onli say larhh... dun think so far 1st la... well, here are some pics of my cousin....well, do u guyz watch lilo and stitch? stitch has 625 cousins.. which actualy reminds me of them... thats y i really like that show, eventhough its weird! and my cuz and i paint our nails, and bringing back our old memories... the onli place i like most is sunny hill... its a place where they sell ice-cream... that place brings back the old memories i had with my cousin. i remembered last time i wrote my name on the table there... i think bout 5 yrs already and its still there!and the shopkeeper still remebers me... how touching!

my cuz and i....crazy bunch. eventhough they are far away, but they are always with me.. .. i also want to thank my cuz... ci... (she is still single and 27 yrs old) for lending me this laptop to blog... i noe it sounds lame to u guyz, but its not for me! haha...^^

Monday, June 2, 2008

kuching

well, nothing changed much lately.. everything looked the same, except the airport... i havent travelled to kuching using aeroplane for quite a while already... normally my family will use the car to drive down... i was like whoa.. many things had changed ever since i was like 5...

second of all, the flight was really horrible! well unlike my sister she was actually enjoying it! maybe i just had airsick... even worse. well, at first... that was the first time i was sitting air asia... and i had no idea wat its like to ... well, nevermind... and normally when we board the aeroplane, we will go to the airbridge... but shockingly, they dont... we just climbed down the stairs and go straight to the aeroplane using some stairs.. and wat my mum told me is that when u want to use the airbridge u have to pay.. i was like ...*stuned* u need to pay to use a stinking bridge? how stingy is that? and more surprisingly they dun have numbers on their tickets to which seats they are suppose to sit... but instead the passengers get to decide where to sit... we sat at almost the last row, well according to my mum, she said that it will be much more easier to exit the plane...

well, everytime boarding a plane... i always had this fobia of when the plane is about to depart... u noe that sort of feeling when u are like lifted of the ground..u noe that feeling? its like so scary.. its like u are gonna fall or something... aiye... dun even ask me how it feels... and my sister was sitting next to me and to make matters worse... she bought this aeroplane model and make it as if the plane is bout to crash...and making me air sick... and i closed my eyes and went to the toilet... and i felt like telling the passengers... oh no! sick cow on boared! mayday mayday! and i went to the toilet.... phew i felt much more better... and 1 more thing, when we depart the thing i cant stand most is when the aeroplane start to u noe, fall 1 side... that gave me the creeps...

and we reach kuching..*yawns* so tired .... will 411 u at the next post... bb

Nix's little world.